When the time comes, I will run away from here.. for good.
Realized that I’m too kind.. even to the person who says shit about me right up to my face. Why should I take my anger elsewhere when that person deserves it right away ughh *exits group chat*
Lying to myself, prolly hurting him a thousand times over. I should be dead.
I’m still searching for myself while loving someone. I cannot hide anymore. It’s eating me alive… Sigh
I just want to sink in and isolate myself
The only thing I want right now is a healthy body and a good sleep
I don’t think I can handle this anymore. Boys will always be boys till you die